So this is me trying to do something I've been trying to do for ages, losing weight, getting fit and eating healthy. I never succeeded to the point when I was happy with myself. So this page is suppose o force me to actually do it this time! No one knows what goes on in other peoples minds so "healthy way" or "unhealthy way", is not a question for me. We all do the best we can and should not be judged by it.
I'm 21 years old
I go to college
I suffer from an ED (trying to recover)
Cut-free since February 21st
I'm a Vegan <3
Started blogging: 24/08/2011
Height: 5'4 feet
HW: 150lbs
SW: 137 lbs
CW:128 lbs
GW1:121 lbs
GW2: 110 lbs
UGW: 105lbs
ED Directory
I can’t believe my mom was right…
#fat #eating disorder #me #mom #large #medium #hips #ass #panties #boxers #lingerie
So I was shopping with my mom for new blue panties/boxers for new years. I found a really cute pair, a large and she told me that they were too big for me. I said okay and finally found a medium. She told me again that they were too big, that they would fall down my hips and ass.
Me in my head: “What the hell? Fall down? I have wide hips and a gigantic ass. I’m already taking a chance by buying the medium ones, but w/e….”
She agreed to take the medium ones by allways saying that I should get a smaller one. And I though again “she’s completely out of it…”
Today I decided to try them on. They are too big. How can they look too big on my fat ass? That’s beyond me…
#fat #eating disorder #me #mom #large #medium #hips #ass #panties #boxers #lingerie
